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[QUOTE]Originally posted by Cosmogirl: [QB] What if, you have spent your whole life taking care of other people, and have accepted that you won't end your life with a partner and try to find satisfaction in the lives of your children and your work. Then a breath of something new blows across your face, and you turn to look and suddenly its a direction you never imagined you would look, or take, and you say to yourself. "What is this?". And then you make the biggest choice .. you walk in that same direction until you find out where that hot wind was blowing from. And there you find something you certainly didn't plan, and never in your life expected. Because you have spent your life caring for others, to care for this new situation unconditionally doesn't feel foreign, to extend yourself like a bridge feels somehow right, because that is who you are, and what you have trained yorself to be. AND THEN it gets even more complicated because it starts to feel like more than generosity, you start to recieve something in return.. FEELINGS. The places you had long ago bricked up start to peel and crack, and you find suddenly that your body remembers how to blush, and your heart knows how to race, and all of that is RECIPROCATED. And there you are, with a situation soaking in potential, and a body that has been made alive as a woman again, and not just a caregiver. And you look at yourself, and you look at the wind and you feel deep in your bones that you want to be alive again, and you want to carry a life again. You aren't being generous, you are being the most delicious form of selfish possible, you are doing the thing you trained yourself not to do, you are loving yourself and dreaming of tomorrow. Whatever you bitches might think about another persons situation, I think it takes alot of internet balls to slag her off for wanting to be alive again. Life hands us so much pain without you needing to fan the smoke, you would rather women never even reach for happiness? With great risk comes great reward. HATERS [/QB][/QUOTE]
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