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I have decided to quit the ES some time ago.
But could not resist your gentle post here
When ever I try to get to know someone nice in private through emails they always deny me that honor, like both of you Snoozin and MK, and Serendipity, and PaintMEasIAm, and you can add ExptinCAI to the unecessarly snobby list, and any other gurl or lady here, they just consider changing emails with the virus me, would destroy their lives with the blackmail I used to practice over people I email LOL
Well, thank you and let that be my last.
Wish you the best
BTW, Corvinous is the main character of a movie, The Underwolrd, a mix of fiercest human races and who was given immortality by a holy beautiful gurl The gurl I never and will never ever find .... my Impossible dream.
That is why I don't need the ES any more. It just double my awful negative feelings about this life and increase my lone frustration
Let it be the last please ... too precious people .....
Bye
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quote:Originally posted by Corvinous: I have decided to quit the ES some time ago.
But could not resist your gentle post here
When ever I try to get to know someone nice in private through emails they always deny me that honor, like both of you Snoozin and MK
This was my last post..... I am serious
Wish you the best
BTW, Corvinous is the main character of a movie, The Underwolrd, a mix of fiercest human races and who was given immortality by a holy beautiful gurl The gurl I never and will never ever find .... my Impossible dream.
That is why I don't need the ES any more. It just double my frustration
Bye
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happy Ramadan corv but why u have decided to quit the ES ? I though every thing is ok now and even i remember u told us that u found ur love of life !! What happened??
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7aya,perhaps not only the most tolerant, but also the most "vivid" and consistent in their way of expressing like u? Not everybody likes it.But we know it very well. Anyway, Corn, wish u good time for recovering... The period of depression or being with yourself only is not a bad thing. After all- the sun always shines.Wish u a good time to think things over and join this group again if u decide... Take care Posts: 810 | Registered: Aug 2005
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quote:Originally posted by mooneal: 7aya,perhaps not only the most tolerant, but also the most "vivid" and consistent in their way of expressing like u? Not everybody likes it.But we know it very well. Anyway, Corn, wish u good time for recovering... The period of depression or being with yourself only is not a bad thing. After all- the sun always shines.Wish u a good time to think things over and join this group again if u decide... Take care
am surprised either but we should respect his decision and we don’t know his reasons.
Whenever you are asked for something like your email address by someone as proud as I am, please give it away or know that when u deny him that, u turn off that relationship for good.
Capito ?
Now, thank you both for respecting my wish for no contact.
quote:Originally posted by Corvinous: This is for Paintme and Snoozin:
Whenever you are asked for something like your email address by someone as proud as I am, please give it away or know that when u deny him that, u turn off that relationship for good.
Capito ?
Now, thank you both for respecting my wish for no contact.
quote:Originally posted by Corvinous: This is for Paintme and Snoozin:
Whenever you are asked for something like your email address by someone as proud as I am, please give it away or know that when u deny him that, u turn off that relationship for good.
Capito ?
Now, thank you both for respecting my wish for no contact.
Bye
Corv, I would also hope you understand that I don't always feel comfortable giving out my e-mail address. If I were to give it out, that implicitly means I can carry on a pen pal relationship with someone, and right now I don't feel like I have the ability to do that.
It's *not* personal at all. I'm just too overwhelmed right now with the *must do's* in life -- don't have much time for the *want-to-do's.*
I hope you understand my need for certain personal boundaries at this time. I still do and always wish you the best. Happy Ramadan.
Snoozin
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Hi Corv i know we had some clashes on ES but Ramadan Kareem and hope to see you on board again .
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Snoozin well if you deny me your email, then you are of no use to me, you are such great lady but won't be there in case I needed help over something in private without letting every n each one in the world listen to me.
Keep no contact.
The Same for Paintme, MK, and Serendipity.
Thank You.
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Why is it so hard for you to say goodbye? I figure, because however you look at it you've made connections and friends here. Why does it have to be goodbye for good? Why not goodbye for now, till you get yourself sorted out. Lonliness is a process, and you will find someone. You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with. Good luck Corv.
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Snoozin- I hope all things are good for u..
Corv, "Happy Ramadan" Ramadan Kareem.....
I will say out of respect that i also not like to give out e-mail address.. and as snoozin has said its *nothing personal*
You shouldn't be upset if we use the forum to answer any questions or idea/thoughts that we may suggest especially in this time that is so dear to us "Ramadan"
Sorry if u felt offended in any of my past posting. was not my way to make any one feel that way.. Plz. keep posting..
Salam.. Jannah
I just don't understand your love to let all peole know the very details of your life like you did on that thread " In Need Of Prayers Especially During Ramadan " and when some honest man ask you to be on private terms with so as to discuss such things in where they should be, in private, you just deny him that and next you go on a public forum to post your life like that. I don't wish any more to have your private contatcs, it just became too cheap in my eyes, you love to think your personal pains are public property. Very Weird. I used to know that people always love to confide their pains to only special people, not to post them on the internet like that I am not judging you, but I am having so much compassion for you and will always be praying for you. I never pray for some people from my heart and God fails me about them.
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Corn,u are looking for a woman. I appreciate ur honesty. However don't be surprised that women u ask don't want to give u their mail for that purpose.This is a forum.We exchange our views here.Obvious. I agree with u to some point but u must notice that ppl exchange mails here.Some women, also me, shared their mails. But the purpose was quite different... take care Posts: 810 | Registered: Aug 2005
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quote:Originally posted by KeepinItReal: Why is it so hard for you to say goodbye? I figure, because however you look at it you've made connections and friends here. Why does it have to be goodbye for good? Why not goodbye for now, till you get yourself sorted out. Lonliness is a process, and you will find someone. You cannot be lonely if you like the person you're alone with. Good luck Corv.
Hey Keepinitreal, every and each time I become hard on myself you just come out of the blue to tap on my shoulder and tell me to take it easy What are you ? Who are you ? Thank you very much dear Happy Ramadan, Ramadan Kareem to you
quote:Originally posted by Corvinous: Hey Keepinitreal, every and each time I become hard on myself you just come out of the blue to tap on my shoulder and tell me to take it easy What are you ? Who are you ? Thank you very much dear Happy Ramadan, Ramadan Kareem to you
Thanks Corv! You have nothing to prove to me, I'm irrelevant. Sorry if that came accross wrong. My intent was not to challenge you, just to make you think, ok!?! I can relate, that's all. When you're alone you want someone, when you're with someone you want to be alone again. It's a vicious cycle. Really, at the end of it....you only have yourself. Of course you have friends and family, but it will always comes down to you.....the master of your own destiny. So love yourself and be free, the rest will fall in place before you realize it. My motto is nothing is forever, nothing, so enjoy what you have and who you're with for the time that's been allocated to you. I just notice how serious you get and how down on yourself you get. Life is hard enough without you being hard on yourself also. I just wish you the best of luck and the happiest of ventures for you. Happy Ramadan to you!
quote:Originally posted by KeepinItReal: [QUOTE]Originally posted by Corvinous: [b] Hey Keepinitreal, every and each time I become hard on myself you just come out of the blue to tap on my shoulder and tell me to take it easy What are you ? Who are you ? Thank you very much dear Happy Ramadan, Ramadan Kareem to you
Thanks Corv! You have nothing to prove to me, I'm irrelevant. Sorry if that came accross wrong. My intent was not to challenge you, just to make you think, ok!?! I can relate, that's all. When you're alone you want someone, when you're with someone you want to be alone again. It's a vicious cycle. Really, at the end of it....you only have yourself. Of course you have friends and family, but it will always comes down to you.....the master of your own destiny. So love yourself and be free, the rest will fall in place before you realize it. My motto is nothing is forever, nothing, so enjoy what you have and who you're with for the time that's been allocated to you. I just notice how serious you get and how down on yourself you get. Life is hard enough without you being hard on yourself also. I just wish you the best of luck and the happiest of ventures for you. Happy Ramadan to you!
I have been thinking about what you said all day long, I found out that I am like so many people have told me, I am just so possessive, when I like someone I wish to have them mine, I even forget the concept of them having any choice or will, I like them I own them, that is how far I can go with my loving feelings .. may be too far to the point I start obsessing the people I love, it is mostly due to the very rare times I find people whom really I can love and trust, I am unsecure and anxious by nature but so tyranically loving too It is a certain extent I never go so often but when I do it is stronger than me, I am sorry if I hurted nice people with that. I am so sorry indeed. I think I am like a bear that killed its friend by good intentioned pure and uncontrolled love
Forgive me Snoozin, Paint, and Seren.
Ramadan Kareem.
PS. it is your fault in the first palce, why did you make me love you
now deal with it
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Corv, I actually just noticed my name in this thread. I don't recall ever having any kind of an exchange with you on the board. But now that you made me stop, look, and remember your posts -- what I recall is that you use a lot of sugar-sweet words to any female posters and dare anyone not return your unwarranted gushes, your unsought after praises -- or simply point out (like me) that having a similar viewpoint on a forum does not a soulmate make -- you lash out and call people names.
Which is fine (the lashing out part.)
What is not fine is that you single out females to write you.
To me, that's just creepy. And now that I've dared to say something that's not sweet and soft, I hope you don't revert to your old ways and start calling me names.
PS. I didn't snub you, but I see no logic in exchanging a correspondence with a stranger with whom I have no common interests (as far as I can tell from this forum) with.
PPS. It would help if you showed this kind of enthusiasm for the men in this forum. It would at least dispell the impression you're giving in pursuing female posters only.
quote:Originally posted by ExptinCAI: Corv, I actually just noticed my name in this thread. I don't recall ever having any kind of an exchange with you on the board. But now that you made me stop, look, and remember your posts -- what I recall is that you use a lot of sugar-sweet words to any female posters and dare anyone not return your unwarranted gushes, your unsought after praises -- or simply point out (like me) that having a similar viewpoint on a forum does not a soulmate make -- you lash out and call people names.
Which is fine (the lashing out part.)
What is not fine is that you single out females to write you.
To me, that's just creepy. And now that I've dared to say something that's not sweet and soft, I hope you don't revert to your old ways and start calling me names.
PS. I didn't snub you, but I see no logic in exchanging a correspondence with a stranger with whom I have no common interests (as far as I can tell from this forum) with.
PPS. It would help if you showed this kind of enthusiasm for the men in this forum. It would at least dispell the impression you're giving in pursuing female posters only.
Excuse me, but I don't rememeber calling people names except for Samia. Yea, you are right about my unwarranted gushes and my reaction for not having them returned, but my ways to express anger are little bit better than calling people I had for gushes for, names.Take Snoozin, Seren, and PAint as examples, I gushed on them n they did not return it and I was angry and was mean to them, but never ever called any of them any names but sugar things like you were generous to state here Check my posts well pls And, yes I am only female-poster oriented geek Welcome to the party.. may I have the first dance ? You stated that you have no common interests with the humble person I am, who would I be to be having any royal common interests with your highness I mean no offense I swear, I just feel like a poor man being visited in his poor hut, by an Empress, really I do feel so
PS. I love your quality posts indeed, and find you a genuine point of reference in many serious field, one of which is Business, I have saved a post of yours where you were stating the law of investment venture companies for foreigners in Egypt.
To be honest, I am happy for being noticed by you, I should have been ashamed to say so but that is the truth.
quote:Originally posted by Corvinous: Keepinitreal
I have been thinking about what you said all day long, I found out that I am like so many people have told me, I am just so possessive, when I like someone I wish to have them mine, I even forget the concept of them having any choice or will, I like them I own them, that is how far I can go with my loving feelings .. may be too far to the point I start obsessing the people I love, it is mostly due to the very rare times I find people whom really I can love and trust, I am unsecure and anxious by nature but so tyranically loving too It is a certain extent I never go so often but when I do it is stronger than me, I am sorry if I hurted nice people with that. I am so sorry indeed. I think I am like a bear that killed its friend by good intentioned pure and uncontrolled love
Forgive me Snoozin, Paint, and Seren.
Ramadan Kareem.
PS. it is your fault in the first palce, why did you make me love you
now deal with it
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Hello Corv!! So now I ask what you fear? Are you possesive because you fear rejection or abandonment? For instance, do you vacillitate between the pursuit of closeness but at the same time distrust her(even jealousy). This behaviour is of a fearful attachment style. I'm more of the anxious/ambivalent. I want love one day, and the next day rebuff it and deny needing it. Basically never allowing anyone too close. Aren't we all so complicated? Yet, unique. Probably as soon as someone is close enough to see the real you, you run. It's easier for you to say goodbye. You should let people see the real you, it is not something to hide and ultimately is what a women wants to know. That's the beauty of sharing a relationship with someone because that someone can see all your faults and love you even more for having them. We all have them. Maybe stop trying to own the woman, and work on owning her heart. Then she will be yours. Basically, we all have to understand the person we want to love. If our love is only a will to possess, it is not love. It's possible that your search for love being your focal point, is that you settle for too little. You need a woman who challenges you, a strong woman you can never own. Us women tend to be guarded when a man is aggressive. We pull back. Just something to think about.
quote:Originally posted by Corvinous: No, I am not like that. I am faraid of one thing which is to love someone and then lose her, I have already lost my dearest creature in my life and my whole life changed since then, I even started to have white hairs though I am 29. She was my mom.
Sorry to hear about your mom. It must be really hard for you. So you are afraid of abandonment/losing her which drives you to be possesive. I hope you find love....it will come in time.
quote:Originally posted by KeepinItReal: Sorry to hear about your mom. It must be really hard for you. So you are afraid of abandonment/losing her which drives you to be possesive. I hope you find love....it will come in time.
Why do you insist to sort me as a psycho. Oh God, I am a sane man here, i don't bite people in the streets, and I have a very decent life, why do I have to be psychologically sick to you ? Did you see my pic in the news with lines in bold stating my last rape or kill ?
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