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Mohamed came this weekend and it was so nice. Saturday night I just laid there watching him sleep and I just have to say that I love him so bad. I was having a bad fight with my drunk ass mom...so bad that I ended up slapping her across the face cuz' she came to attack me in front of my child. I couldnt take her **** anymore...she drove me to the point where I couldn't control myself. I tell you, alchoholism is a very bad selfish disease. Mohamed came and when I opened the door and saw him there, it just was like the most beautiful thing I saw all day. Then we sat down and I told him what happened. I was crying and he made me feel better...he brought me some little gifts and chocolate like he always does and a carton of Newports with a $50 bill stuffed inside loool...why he had the urge to do that, i don't know. I tried to give him back the money but he wouldn't take it.
I never known a man so good to me in my life...and it's not even about the things he gives me...cuz I don't even ask for them.
So Aleya went to visit her Aunt Gizelle and cousins Mariam and Amr for the weekend and me and Mohamed stayed in bed (we both had a rough work week)having cigarettes, pigging out on cheetos and turkey samwiches and fruit and talking about religion, love, and laughing and uh, well....lol! And I love his smile...and when he smiles he has these dimples that make me melt:)
Why I said all this i don't know...I am just in love:) Yall know how it is. I think I have found my soulmate. I never believed in that crap, but now I do. Relationships are sooooo much better when you are actually best friends with the guy:)
Bahebak Mohamed...Bahabaaaaaaaak!
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and i have been weed free for a month now! its nice to be able to be happy again without the use of sumthin to toke on:) he got me out of that habit...not saying i wont pass one now and then, but nothing like i was doing before. he is one of those people that come into ur life and rescue you.
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Wow peace this is love, nothing wrong in it, iknow where your coming from, its a great feeling, dont you just those together times like this. Good luck and go for it iff it feels right, you only live once.
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I couldnt take her **** anymore...she drove me to the point where I couldn't control myself.
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