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im getting drunk Nothing to be happy and go on with anymore, im had enough, and im sick from all I cant see one bit of happiness left in this world, so iff its the bottle bring it on , and let me drown my sorrows in the friggin bottle dont give a dam wht you all say to me, **** me,. bring me down, be nasty, nothing can hurt yorkie no more its all over and im not care ever no more, im done really, just want to say that and dont care who wants to say anything to hurt me know more dont want sorrow and sympaphy , dont want nothing, just want to get it out my bloody system
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i think yorkshire itis some words u just said it when u drunk u have to wake up and think good wht u want to do in this world i think nothing impossible and to have ur happy u have to know wht u want u are totally confused till now and dont know wht u want to be happy..
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i know wht i want so and im totally awake to this, but i dont care no more, simple as that aall is gone and iff its impossible to have wht i want now, i dont care no more
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Yorkshire Rose, are you ok? Please don't do anything rash. Sometimes it does help to get drunk and have a good cry. Maybe break something or scream.
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why if u dont care no more u said u will never be happy?if u dont care then u will forget and u will be happy!
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Happiness is gone, no light in tunnel, really not oh truth is i care and thats wht rips my heart i dont care only about my life, its gone and iff i cant have my happiness, then i dont want wht i have no more, i dont want to breath the air i breath no more sorry alchemist i need you now where the hell are you i wish you was here right now, sitting loney as i do every single friggin night im done simple as that
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yorkshire u dont need any one now u just need ur self and think about wht yorkshire want and dont listen for other may be u take device from other but at end u have to do wht u want to do in life even all people told u no becasuse after all u will blame urself if wht u do wrong and if itis true u will be happy for ur self.
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how the hell do you know? I told you i dont care and iff i cant have my love then there is no point to life no more, so dont try to tell me im gonna be happy, cause there is no happy no more. so pleaase save youre breath i wish you happy and so the hell wht iff i blamne myself, its not youre problem, its mine
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iam soo sorry yorkshire i just wanted to help but i think i was wrong iam sorry again.
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Drink away your sorrows now but make sure you pamper yourself tomorrow hon, ok? I hope you don't have to be at work early 'cause that's gonna suck lemons!!!!! Do you have a nice big breakfast ready along with some antacids and tons of water?
Drink a TON of water before you go to bed and take a couple of aspirin. Trust me I've been there back in the day. Hang in there Posts: 1808 | From: USA | Registered: Aug 2006
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im still drinking its totally light its so hard to touch wht is out of our hands but we have to live on and try to imagine wht we can have youre love turned me around ever dream wht comes true
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Back when I would think that my world revolved around a man, when it ended i would despair, hit the bottle, wallow and all sorts of destructive behaviour, waste days moping about over some arsehole...for what!? So that one day I would look back and say, why, what did i ever see in him?! what a waste.
My mum used to tell me to stop wallowing because the bloke sure as hell wouldnt be wallowing over me! Could have punched her right there and then for being so harsh, but never a truer word spoken.
Life is precious, dont even waste a second of it.
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Please yorkie,dont get that depressed No body is happy in his life . Everything will be fine soon. We are all here 4 u .
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yorkie call me or go to msn you know i will make you laugh i am sad too and depressed a little but i aint gonna get drunk the hang overs kill me then i feel like sh.. the next day and that wont help your situation. we are all hear for you if you want to talk . love ya sweetie Posts: 9443 | From: USA...... | Registered: Jun 2006
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Yorki, seriously, are you just grabbing for the bottle today or is this going on for quite some time?
Listen, of course you don't want to receive any sympathy or sorrow even if that's what I would like to offer you right now.
But I also think you should get some counceling. Talk to someone professional about various issues, your pain and disappointments, goals you would like to accomplish and how to do that.
Believe me alcohol is just a temporary relief..... you need something better than that.
All the best and yeah I hope you don't have a hangover now! Let us know how you are doing.
And get over being depressed (about a guy?).
Where is my pretty girl surrounded by an ocean of wonderful Dutch tulips? Posts: 30135 | From: The owner of this website killed ES....... | Registered: Feb 2004
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thanks guys thanks tiger i never drink, this is it i worked a 12 hour day and just got started there im totally dying now its my own fault no smile to day need to g back to bed
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YR if you don't normally drink then you really pay the price. Not fair is it. Keep up the water now and try and take a sicky if you can, sounds like you need it.
Somebody one said to me there is always sunshine after rain and he was right.
Hope life looks a bit brighter soon, take care of yourself.
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you ain't gonna find the answer at the bottom of a bottle either. roll a J instead;) Trust me. And make sure it's enough to where you sit there laughing at nothing.
you know what you need...a good cry session. go into a room and flip the F out. then stand up, give the world your middle finger and go on. I did that last night and it helped.
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Drink up baby, and have a good hard cry and shout and even throw some **** around the house. Whatever it takes to make you feel alive again. If you had to go to work hungover, well you aren't the first one to cope with that either.
**** it, remedies don't always have to be the best ones, and a good drunken pity party is often just what you need. Put me on the invite list, but until I crank out this kid, I'll just pass you the kleenex and hold your hair when you puke!
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hehehehhe thanks cosmo girl and penny and miss jambi yes a drunken pity party was realy wht i needed and i really feel better now im focused now with a huge hole in my head, but im better and it worked, i actually didnt puke, but lay in bed, daring not to move as it was on its way the whole day, yuk, i hate that, but managed to keep all down now im gonna eat and drink a pint of water, and well just get back down to earth, thanks again girls xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I hope you are ok today. I am sorry that I haven't been around to talk for the past few days so you could talk things through. I know from what we have talked about before that things are really hard for you. I just want you to know that I am here for you as a friend and I don;t like to think of you being sad and lonely. I hope that soon thinks start to get a little easier for you. You are a great girl and truly deserve to be happy in your life
Take care
Amanda x x
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Good luck Yorkshire rose hope you will feel better soon, try to be strong, you are suffering right now but you are also learning through your pain and next time ISA you will know how to avoid such bad situation you are in at the moment.
Most of our lifes is made of bad and good experiences,and it is very important to learn from the bad ones, to become stronger.
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well i went home last night and rolled one for ya...didnt know it was laced with angel dust so as the room tilted and i saw music, i thought "i wonder how that chick is doin?'
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